TotallyWorthLife (She/Her)

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  • When I had suicidal ideation, I didn’t believe in anything beyond, so I started to wonder how dying would feel from my own POV… so “it will be a dream that, from my point of reference, will never end” is the conclussion I reached from hearing about dreams, coma dreams, and “saw life in front of my eyes” stories.

    The brain putting itself into a dream that the consciousness just considers infinite… dying for the outside, but “living” forever in the inside


  • Idk… that sounds pretty harsh and cruel. While I (currently) believe there might not be a beyond, there might be a “something” where consciousness is stuck in its last moments… if someone already has an idea of it, and they are peaceful, I won’t change their mind… I’ll just be there for them, comfort them, let their brain create the image of that happy place so they can live “stuck” in hapiness during their last moments…

    It’s pretty much the best I can hope for myself, too… convince myself that there will be something beyond just so my dying brain creates such image for me to “live” in during my last moments…


  • Yeah… as much as I hate my so-called mother, I think it would be needlessly cruel to do that to her… have enough empathy/sympathy to not do it.

    Specially because I believe, while there might not be a beyond, there might be a “something” where consciousness is stuck in its last moments… and I wouldn’t want even her to be stuck with the dread of dying, or the hopelessness of being hated in the deathbed, but hopefully her brain creating the image of “heaven”… a better place where she is happy, and not the unhappy bad person she ended up being…












  • I don’t think they will… they didn’t have a playable build of the game for a trial about the Red War story… and they said the next content update will be the last. Unless they get that build up and running for the final content update, there won’t be anything back.

    But hey, at least the seasonal content is over, I guess. No more FOMO and grinding (for battlepasses and story missions) which was a pretty big issue I had when it started happening and that made me leave the game. Had they poured their efforts into quality expansions AND kept the old ones (and the original campaign), the game could have been so different… they could have expanded into D3 once D2 became too crowded with content (both content and size wise).

    But well, here we are… best we could hope for is that they learn from their mistakes for the next games (ehich I don’t believe they will).





  • I never put so many hours into either, but I did like them. I basically grew up with Destiny 1 (even though I couldn’t get Rise of Iron because I was old gen and didn’t feel like getting it for PS4 once I could). I was there for the D2 beta, the Red War, Curse of Osiris, Warmind (both of which I liked despite what the community said)… once the sunsetting, the seasonal passes, limited time content started, I started getting further from the game, but I couldn’t let go completely until TFS. For me, and many other players, it was closure. Even if I still kept an eye on news about Destiny and even played the intro to Renegades, it was officially over.