tpyoman

Yay!

I dreamt I was petting the kitties outside my hotel room I woke up happy then sad that I didn’t actually pet the kitties.

That’s fair, making friends be hard.

What makes you think I have friends if I don’t leave home.

Strictly me with my life experience, at 20 I would try and find something else more exciting and fulfilling, today in my mind theories I would stay especially with my phd in progress it would give me time to do it properly, and give me enough money to at least stay alive, and not be pressured into any bullshit stressful situation at work which has been my experience with jobs so far.

Yep

Never spoke about sex, on drugs my dad said “I would come bail you out of jail if you murdered someone, but if you got caught with drugs you’re on your own.”

Yep I’m on h1b.

Right, and in that case it would be best for me to move back home but the situation back home is quite dire, I have pressures from my parents to get married I’m 33 M from India and I’m hurdling towards my expiration date as it were in society, and the general situation in India insnt that great with religion and sex being the biggest points politicians exploit for a vote bank.