Server (navidrome) + client (feishin, symphonium) + music (soulseek, bandcamp, ripping your old cds) + remote access (tailscale or something else if you’re savvy).

You sound like you’re dealing with my old friend burnout. Take a vacation and see how you feel after it. You have lots of options if you’re truly (and understandably) done with nursing. Nurses can do anything IMO.

Potentially unpopular response: engineers! I respect the knowledge and intellect, and I do not respect the deficits in curiosity and emotional intelligence. The engineers I know (some of whom I love) tend to be experts on the things they do know, but they don’t know what they don’t know.