That funny how close and far our ADHD are, I often suggest that ADHD have some kind of frequency and sometime you are closer to the frequency of some adhders than others.
That fascinating to get a glimpse of other peoples inner working :D
Sûre, for me it is like a wild horse i can put on a track and it go faaaaast, some time I can’t speak with human even non ADHD because between’ two words my thinking went to far to be able to match my speech. In this state, I only speak by writing, I am not understandable.
I feel like I have two part of my brain one I control and one or more which I can influence but not control.
So I try to change parameters and see how it affect the uncontrollable part. I became really good at this.
I stopped trying to rationalize my thinking process, humans can be one thing and it’s contrary at the same time and that great.
I think I built a system to manage myself as if I am managing another person and it seem TP work for me.
Sorry I am used of people saying I speak to much I cut myself short when speaking to new people.
And I have multiple redondant system to force myself to do things.
One I hate specifically is one which harass myself to do things.
It work but it is a pain. I only put important things. And it escalate. Starring with email, telegram messages, and then calls from an automated system… And I made the reschedule and cancel a multistep process with HTML forms and confirmations emails.
That funny how close and far our ADHD are, I often suggest that ADHD have some kind of frequency and sometime you are closer to the frequency of some adhders than others. That fascinating to get a glimpse of other peoples inner working :D
Could you explain your experience?
Sûre, for me it is like a wild horse i can put on a track and it go faaaaast, some time I can’t speak with human even non ADHD because between’ two words my thinking went to far to be able to match my speech. In this state, I only speak by writing, I am not understandable. I feel like I have two part of my brain one I control and one or more which I can influence but not control. So I try to change parameters and see how it affect the uncontrollable part. I became really good at this. I stopped trying to rationalize my thinking process, humans can be one thing and it’s contrary at the same time and that great. I think I built a system to manage myself as if I am managing another person and it seem TP work for me. Sorry I am used of people saying I speak to much I cut myself short when speaking to new people. And I have multiple redondant system to force myself to do things. One I hate specifically is one which harass myself to do things. It work but it is a pain. I only put important things. And it escalate. Starring with email, telegram messages, and then calls from an automated system… And I made the reschedule and cancel a multistep process with HTML forms and confirmations emails.